Friday, July 31, 2009
New Month New Worries
Keeping a positive mind set is sometimes a danting task when you live with a negative personality. It is even tougher when the change is here. You try to keep the stress level down to a minimum (if I could find a nice box to hide in). I try to get my other half to get up in the morning and say what a great day will be(not going to happen. It puts a damper on my day so I try to take off to get to a better place, so I try to brush it off by making jokes about it. My friends rarely come over because they now how he is. He is a caring (some times overly so) man who was dealt a hand of being critizied on everything he did. So was I yet I fought to be different. He just chose to be angry and repeats his treatment on me. I fought it when I was young and I will fight it now. I have always had the attitude "Don't tell me I can not do it, Because I am going to do it anyways and make it work. If I do not succeed well then I learned a lesson and I'll try again."
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
The Tire Roll
Changes
Friday, June 23, 2009
I have reached my 51st birthday 3 months ago and I was ready and anxious (I must be dillusional) for the change of life. Yes I have been going through this change for several years. Palpitations, hot flashes, tender breast, and the awaiting of the lose of my monthly thing. That is still in the discussion stage because my body keeps changing its mind. 3 days on 3 months off, 3 days on, four months off. I even have gone six months. It is like my husband who can't make up his mind and make a final decision. That is another day and another discussion totally.
My thing today is the fact that I have gained several pounds and it is annoying as hell. You see I am active, I walk at least 20 to 25 miles a week (depending on weather), because I only walk out side. The treadmill I find is very mundane and boring. Physically walking no where. I just found out That I have a hyper thyroid, in which Doctors explained that I should be loosing weight. May be my body is confused. Yes I am going to the Endrocrinologist to check my hormone levels. Super pill here I come.
In closing, my mother has always blamed her weight on her historectomy and said, " just you wait then who will have the last laugh"> Alright mom stop laughing.
Friday, June 23, 2009
I have reached my 51st birthday 3 months ago and I was ready and anxious (I must be dillusional) for the change of life. Yes I have been going through this change for several years. Palpitations, hot flashes, tender breast, and the awaiting of the lose of my monthly thing. That is still in the discussion stage because my body keeps changing its mind. 3 days on 3 months off, 3 days on, four months off. I even have gone six months. It is like my husband who can't make up his mind and make a final decision. That is another day and another discussion totally.
My thing today is the fact that I have gained several pounds and it is annoying as hell. You see I am active, I walk at least 20 to 25 miles a week (depending on weather), because I only walk out side. The treadmill I find is very mundane and boring. Physically walking no where. I just found out That I have a hyper thyroid, in which Doctors explained that I should be loosing weight. May be my body is confused. Yes I am going to the Endrocrinologist to check my hormone levels. Super pill here I come.
In closing, my mother has always blamed her weight on her historectomy and said, " just you wait then who will have the last laugh"> Alright mom stop laughing.
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