New Month New Worries

Keeping a positive mind set is sometimes a danting task when you live with a negative personality. It is even tougher when the change is here. You try to keep the stress level down to a minimum (if I could find a nice box to hide in). I try to get my other half to get up in the morning and say what a great day will be(not going to happen. It puts a damper on my day so I try to take off to get to a better place, so I try to brush it off by making jokes about it. My friends rarely come over because they now how he is. He is a caring (some times overly so) man who was dealt a hand of being critizied on everything he did. So was I yet I fought to be different. He just chose to be angry and repeats his treatment on me. I fought it when I was young and I will fight it now. I have always had the attitude "Don't tell me I can not do it, Because I am going to do it anyways and make it work. If I do not succeed well then I learned a lesson and I'll try again."